I still remember the way you smiled at me 15 years ago...I still remember clearly...the feeling I had for you is different from the feelings I had for other ppl...you're someone who's special to me...A one in a million. Nobody can replace you. You're not a lover to me...you're like a brother...someone who I admire so much tat I don't want to be far from...But it was only a year...juz one year and you moved so far away from me...I've nvr seen you since then. Do you still remember me like the way I remember you? Do you still remember what you said to me tat makes me the "me" today? It doesn't matter anymore...You're only a shadow...a memory I can't erase...
When I was young...I was a very weak and coward little girl who can't stand for herself whn she faces problems. I was a no one before I met you. You changed me into a courageous person who stands firm on her feet and faces problems head-on. I'm "me" today cos of you...I wished you could've stayed a little longer. I know I can't turn back time...I know...
I was always bullied back then. The boys juz won't leave me alone whn I'm in school. I'm afraid to tell my family bout it...but then...you moved here. Only a year older than me but you're much more matured than them. I didn't noticed you earlier cos I'm too busy running away from those boys...I don't hav any friend to defend me. I'm alone...always been alone. The day I noticed you is the day you're waiting for someone to fetch you...sitting by the bench outside the school juz next to me...You asked me why I let the boys bully me like tat. I cried infront of you...You comfort me and for the first time I felt safe beside a person my age. From tat day on you're always around me...helping me with my homework and as a playmate.
The day I truly believe in you is the day you defended me against those boys. You beat 'em alone and made them promise to not bully me again. You're bruised but you didn't mind. I was touched to see someone willing to protect a person like me...I admired you since then. You're like a brother to me...Someone I can depend on when I had problems. You gave me courage to do things I didn't dare to do before this. I treasure you more than words can say.
But the day came when you had to leave cos of your parent's career. You can't stay here anymore...I cried agn...You told me to be strong so no one will ever bully me agn even whn you're gone. I took your words and learnt to depend on myself. The boys didn't dare to bully me even after you moved away. I warned them to not take me lightly anymore. I've become brave juz like how you wanted me to be...I can even beat up boys whn I exploded now...haha...Thank you for all the things you've done for me~
But I didn't get any news from you after tat. It's like you have disappeared completely from my life. I searched for your address but everything is in vain. Where are you? I've missed you so much that I cried every time I remember you during my hard times...Where are you? You're too special to me...but I won't be able to see you anymore...Even if you don't remember me anymore...You'll always be remembered by me...I'm "me" today cos of you...you're a person who I'll admire for the rest of my life.
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