Heartache...

      Feeling so angry and frustrated...irritated and annoyed at the same time...thr's so much stuff happening in only a short month...Evrything has gone wrong...Some ppl are not the same person they were anymore...I'm afraid...so afraid to say anything to them...I'm afraid I will step on the wrong patch of land and get bombed for no reason...I juz don't know what to say to them...


      I've asked someone in my class...tat person told me I'm "38" in Chinese...OMG!! whn did I bcom "38"? You don't even know me!! The thing I hated the most is budge in on somebody else's business!!! I don't like to get myself involved in something tat's unnecessary!! Yet tat person said I'm "38"...I wonder which eye of his saw I'm "38"? This person has been a very inconsiderate human...he is some sort of mutant~ nobody is able to understand him...he refuses to let other ppl know bout him...I tried to explore his feelings but in the end ntg came out!! He's juz awfully weird!! For God's sake, someone plz tell me wat kind of creature is he?


      He's juz too hard to get close to and he don't understand other ppl's feelings too. Everything he said bout me is wrong...I'm nt the kind of person he described...What am I in ur eyes? I doubt u even care bout those around u...I know...I know...You don't open ur heart to anybody...not even to the one who's always close to u and worried bout u...It makes us miserable and frustrated cos we tried evrything we can to change u into a more cheerful and open-minded person...


      I juz don't know what to answer u...u're juz a person whose keyhole is completely stuffed...I don't understand ur true nature...You're juz...juz...weird!!!