Maybe it's cos of my background that made me the way I am now. I spent almost all of my childhood time with animals rather than human...surrounded by nature from a young age makes me somewhat feral...isolated from human society...well it's not tat serious but till now I'm still not comfortable with people around me...It makes me feel somewhat isolated. Human mind is a complex thing that I can't understand. Being around animals for a long period of time made me sensitive towards other people's feeling and myself too became sensitive. なぜか? 私は自分自身を理解していない。
Human doesn't think as simple as an animal does. As long as you treat an animal right, it will repay you the way you treat him but humans don't do tat. They'll always think of something so that they can take advantage of you. I wonder why? Maybe that's why I can't cope with 'em. Spending time with animals made me realized that humans are sometimes cruel and cold-blooded. They're scary creatures!! Runaway!! but I'm a human too...can I run from this truth? I don't think so...
although i not sure that sometimes those should be my fault or his wrong, but i always said sorry to him...scared he angry or what... but sometimes i can't tolerate what he had done... is that human instinct？
ReplyDeleteafter some stories that i had gone through, i like be with friends, like has a gathering and help them... i almost put all my trust on them...but i can't accept they change differently, ignore and betray me... do you know what he had done will make me started disbelieve people like before i was?i had yield him many times already, why got people didn't understand the meaning that i had done for him? still said i thinking too much... sh*t friend...>.<... kyokugen want punish him!! almost spoiled my mood...
human's thinking really complicated, even though mine...
*ps: damn...i know english too BAD... don't laugh har~ can you also point my mistakes for me? >.<...wari+3Q+onegai~
--I'll use short forms...it's easier--
ReplyDeleteI guess it's his fault..U & I had tried all kinds of stuff juz 2 help him but he has nvr responded to any of 'em be4...It is human instinct to feel tat way so don't feel bad bout it k?
Juz like wat I wrote here...I trust ppl too easily tat it puts me at a disadvantage. It hurts so much tat sometimes I juz can't take it anymore that I explode..."I'm vry patient but plz don try to challenge my patience..." I said to my previous classmates tat used me...It's sad whn u thought he is a fren but it turned out he isn't...tis is the real world vinc-san...thr's nt many ppl like us and thr too many ppl like him...It's nt ur fault at all so plz don blame urself for his/their selfishness...
erk erm! now...correction for ur grammar~ I'm nt pro yet but I'll try to correct the mistakes~ the ones tat I've corrected are in brackets ( )...
"Although (I'm) not sure that sometimes those should be (mine) or his (fault), but I always said sorry to him...scared (that he'll be) angry or what...but sometimes I (just) can't tolerate what he had done...is that human instinct?
After some stories that I had gone through, I like (to) be with friends, like (having gatherings) and help them...I almost put all my trust on them...but I can't accept (that they have changed), (ignored) and (betrayed) me...do you know what he had done will make me (lose trust on ppl) like (I was before)? I had [yell? (wat r u trying to say?)] him (so) many times already why (these) people didn't understand the (things) I had done for him? (He) still said (I was) thinking too much...sh*t friend...>.<...kyokugen want to punish him!![I think if u write "Kyokugen ni ano yarou o bassuru!!" will be better] almost spoiled my mood...
human's (thought is) really complicated, even (mine too)...
*ps: Tat's all I can correct...donno good enuf nt? haha...reply for the last--kimi wa yurusaremashita + dou itashimashite + watashi wa kimi o tasukete iru yo~
the end...walao...so long =.="
walao + omg... i cannot take MUET test already!!!=.=''
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让步=yield?
nt yield la..."give in" would fit the meaning u're trying to tell
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